hurry love

2008-08-17T20:17:00.002+08:00

i'll be posting more in my LJ, as for now.

girlfrets.livejournal.com

more locked entries, i think.

2008-08-06T04:11:00.014+08:00

sunday was crazy with the pizza hut girls. the 3 of us stuck together after abt 3 years on-off. hopefully this will continue because it a crazy beautiful friendship we've got. they're definitely young and although we have different wavelengths abt certain things, you can feel the honesty from them. so the nxt time im seeing them, insya allah will be during the fasting month which im very excited about.

monday was parkway with best friend and nisa and faruq. another baby bonding session where we bumped into SYAFIQAH. (shout out to ma homie ya'll..siak jer kau syaf) anyway, WELCOME BACK DARLING! its good to have you back in singapore. makin jambu la kau eh..pi aku tengok muker aku yang makin mcm mat salleh instead of kau. asal eh?

then tuesday which was yesterday was beach road, parkway again and then peninsula and finally simei with the best friend. that crazy woman never fail to make my daysss, mcm maner la aku ble end up ngan kau eh, i mean im not crazy so....why?

bumped into my cousin, very funny cousin who looks chubby now. ok i tink i grow more chubby also. the boyfriend say chubby is good. of course la good because he also chubby wat!

n i just spent abt $80 at cotton on just now. buying basics ONLY! omg. die la like this no money. n i love the national day song sung by hady mirza.

and i cannot believe they made me pose like that. the last time i did that was when i was 12.

see pic #6! who the hell does thatttttttttttt?? im 21 sey, i wasnt suppose to be doing that at the stairs in bugis mrt.

CANNNOT WAIT TO MEET ROSE SYA YUS ZURI RAUF SRAU NOR AND whoeva else is coming later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

home on a saturday. listening to paul van dyke's-new york city, rihanna-disturbia, duffy-warwick ave and ashlee simpson's-outta my head dave aude remix. and ch5 is showing Gladiator which i doubt they really are because it seems like a different movie.

zasir is out, working. bff is at home, like me, just bumming and indulging one durian after another. the other day i tried to shit, felt like rock man!

anyway, somebody said i am busy with my life these days. well, quite true and also because the fact tat im avoiding you. not that i hate you but its just the way it is. lets just hope the situation will change once school starts.

talking about school, im quite thrilled that many familiar faces will be starting school at SIM. but of course classes will clash but still, as long as we're in the same school, there's bound to be the bumping-into-one-another moments.

and another thing, im so booking one of the lockers because i plan to study more in school since travelling is such a bitch. and SMRT and SBS are APPEALING to raise costs?! fuck man. they think we all print money is it?

stop it with the rise in fuel cost and wateva bitchy shitty reasons. there's no justification man! and especially to whichever authority who doesn't provide transport concessions for SIM students. altho we go private school, that doesnt necessarily mean we're richer or more well off and we're definitely paying much much much much freaking more for our school fees..

random: just finished bitching with an old guy friend. lololo

2008-08-01T16:52:00.005+08:00

singapore garden festival with the best friend. im so happy i came with you laaaaaaaa.

2008-07-26T15:20:00.005+08:00

pre bday no. 2. thank you girls for the early dinner and the great company. and dinahh.. tthank you for the ring and the earrings. love it!

2008-07-24T13:27:00.012+08:00

continuing from my entry on the pre-birthday suprise party, here are the pictures. MORE, a whole lot more.

2008-07-23T13:46:00.006+08:00

thank you to bff and her parents for the wonderful trip to malaysia. i've never had more fun coming to KL than that 4 days. with all your families and relatives, its great to be part of you and them. thanks for everything hun!

2008-07-19T14:19:00.003+08:00

2008-07-18T23:28:00.003+08:00

thank you best friend for the very unexpected advanced birthday party, very well planned. the best part was that it din cross my mind that there would be a celebration at all. i mean, she started off, back from KL wanting to go Bras Basah (persistently). then i was kinda excited because i could sell my old books and maybe get some cash from there, and return my overdue library book. then zasir called and said he wanted to tag along, because since we were all dressing up, he also want to sebok sebok. and then the next thing i knew, she was folding an extra piece of cloth and said i had to be blindfolded. hahaha siak betul korang eh.

then reached pasir ris beach, i was still blinded. the boyfriend made me walk in circles until we reached our destination. then...........took off the cloth, standing there all smiling and giggling were qamar and nadia and boyfriend and bff! sweet ehh?! hahaha thanx ah guys. there were so many food, thanks to cik maria and nadia's mum and bff for the cupcakes. shepherd's pie, mee hoon black pepper, sotong balls, nuggets, popcorn chicken, fried chicken wings and drums and etc.

later, my mum and brother came. Nazneen and finally Herman came. Lots of fun. My heart and hugs and love and kisses goes out to all of you who were there to share the celebration with me although you all shouldnt have. But since you did, many thank you's. cant thank you enough.

and the soda mary janes, white gladiators, navy blue and grey stockings. thank you bff! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE it!! im wearing the glad as im typing this entry.

and the blue crocodile skin bag. ya allah, i swear i din know it was for me. hahahahahahahaha classic la ehh! thanks qamar and dee.

and nazneen, for the shiny pink bracelet. love it alot, something i've been looking for awhile. :D

and to the boyfriend for the very nice flowy flower print dress from Utopia. love you very much! bnyk u punyer ketam.

thankyou very much. i love love love love you all!

2008-07-17T14:29:00.004+08:00

just trying out the new camera. heh. i'll do a proper update once ive got hold of all the KL pics. andddddd shikin....the picnic pics? :D

2008-07-15T14:46:00.000+08:00

im back from KL!

:DD

2008-06-27T00:10:00.006+08:00

today was definitely an icecream outing at holland v with bff and nadia. fed ourselves with so much of ice cream, weather was scorching hot and i felt burnt. we were supposed to drop by Marmalade pantry but it was closed, another time yea? and nadia got herself a bag full of candy from party city. im probably going back there to get some tops. haha and my skirt came today, looked abit weird but nevermind, at least it represents something from the boyfriend.

we took 77 to orchard with the intention to eat but everybody was too tired so we sat down at LJS Far East and talked until 6 plus. then took bus 5 home. greaaaaaaaaaaaaatt time!

2008-06-25T02:41:00.003+08:00

with reference to the previous entry, i actually had so much fun today spending time with boyfriend, really real fun.

woke up at 9 to shower and get ready. took the train to eunos and met him at dhoby where we continued our journey to somerset at 11 in the morning. boy was he thrilled, like how Ozy (Survivor:Fan vs Favs) described, " wide eyed naive ....." Orchard was empty, more empty was Cathay Cineleisure.

Torn between "You don't mess with the Zohan" and "Get Smart". But in the end, Adam Sandler still wins my heart so, Zohan it was. And it was worth every goddamn dollar of it and all that waking up and traveling in the morning. I could count the ppl sitting in the cinema watching the movie with 10 fingers plus Zasir's. But there was this particular nyonya who came in slightly late and sat at the same row as us. All eyes were on her when she came in, but oh well, fun knows no age la kan.

then after all that laughing and crying (because i was laughing so hard), we made our way to Recruit Express. It was a good day for us, thank God, because we were attended by this guy who was really good and helpful. Well he got me a job offer which was attractive but im not so sure if everything will fall into place.

After that, we walked around to kill time and bought ourselves Old Chang Kee. Didnt plan on eating lunch because we were heading over to his house cuz his mum made lunch.

reached Sengkang and he, as usual, cabbed from Sengkang to his home which is 5 mins away. Taxi fare was $3.40. pls tell me why my bf is sooooooooo pemalas?? but actually come to think about it, not much difference because both of us will be paying a total bus fare of $2.40, so just need to top up $1 more to have all that comfort. AHAHA

then i spent the next many hours at his house with his aunt, younger brother and sister. Just chill and talk and eat and eat and eat. They sure feed their guests well, i mean seriously ar! (looks at bff) Love love love his family.

:D

i know this is very cliche and singles would die reading all this relationship crappy lovey dovey materials but hear me out ok? i realize how much I've grown on zasir, literally. like how he affects my opinion and behavior, what he has done to show that he really loves me, & all that simple small gestures that i use to overlook (but now i see that its the most important like seriously!). and how they say we are in our own world when we're in love which is 99.99% correct because i kinda forget that the rest of the world is still standing when im with him because he makes me forget. N bottomline its true that u cannot describe love because i really seriously dun noe how but yet, the best part is being in it, and with him.

ok said my piece. maybe feeling emo. past few days have been spent with the 2 most impt ppl in my life (besides my family la). thats probably all i need in this life.

2008-06-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

this entry is for naz, bff and to other women who feels the need for a change (in your hairstyle of course).

katie holmes
katie holmes
bobbi eakes
mandy moore
mila kunis
khloe kardashian
camillia belle
michelle monaghan
nia peeples
lindsay lohan
hilary duff
kristin cavallari

i personally love #2 ,7 and 12

2008-06-24T02:43:00.005+08:00

oh and i bought another skirt online. as i told tifa, i need to top up my wardrobe slowly. because in year 1, i wore the same top the same day every week for a few months. haha thick skin rite? but who cares. im actually quite happy i got it because looked what came in the mail today,

2008-06-24T01:56:00.003+08:00

today herman dropped by my house to pass some stuff, bff was already here at 10 in the morning. wake up call? haha after noon-ish, we left for Bugis. Had lunch at Ayam Penyet House opp. Shaw. Walked towards Bras Basah to survey the Superman posters but there was none. left for Seah Street to look for something but came across The Toys Museum. That's next on our list.

Walked back to NLB where we spent another hour and a half reading and finding books. I got myself 3 books. Then we settled for Arab St in search of kain, yet again. Had drinking session at Hjh. Esah Cafe. High dosage of fun, laughter and joy with the crazy woman. Had dinner at Banquet and left for home. Enjoyed myself very much.

Tomorrow Zasir, (i always try not to talk about it especially when it hasn't happen, like taboo la, esp if it involves the boyfriend, but i will anyway) planned to meet me and take me out on a movie date before i leave for my interview at recruit express. actually both of us are going for the interview but it was so nice and totful of a gesture, esp when he offered to watch a morning movie. HAHA lets be realistic but the last time i woke up at 8 was months ago. but of course, for the sake of somebody u love, i'll def think of a way to wake up.

:) no pics because we were busy enjoying ourselves.

esplanade library, marmalade pantry, island creamery, popeyes, fisherman's wharf and more. :DD

2008-06-22T02:22:00.004+08:00

so smart ass insisted we don't book movie tix because smart ass was sure we'd get tix, "...i dun like to plan. its like spur of the moment thing!...". well smart ass was dumb ass in the end.

i met him at hougang with the intention to go Vivo because he needs to bank his cheque. Then bought shoes for his mum (sweet rite?) and reached GV, where we were greeted by a swarm of irritating kids and annoying parents and big groups of teenagers. aiyo. definitely not the best day to watch movies.

and zasir has this thing about takin cabs, wherever and whenever. so we joined the taxi queue until about 10 mins later nearing our turn, i told him it'd be better if we just took the MRT to Dhoby to watch at The Cathay. Walked out of the queue, took the train and reached Dhoby. Best part was, the same thing was happening, all movies were selling fast and left with night movies.

at the end of the day, both of us stuffed ourselves with pizza and pasta from Pizza Hut.

i tried the high waisted look today and it was tak-menjadi. by the time i finished eating, I told Zasir that i need to loosen the skirt because i was feeling very bloated and it wud be an eye sore to the public. so ya, so much for nak-step-high-waisted. haha

fuck bad hair day. getting that alot these days, bitchy man.

2008-06-21T00:27:00.005+08:00

my vintage maxi dress arrived yesterday but im still thinking abt wat to do with the lobang (hole) which is very revealing but its not that I've got boobs to show but the bra which can be seen when im gg to wear it.

thursday was siglap, again. but this time Secret Recipe. Service staff were male and they sucked balls. But the food was good. Love the dessert and main course selection. Ambiance and music was great.

then today was eastpoint and whitesands with the best friend.

and im missing this bunch of ppl, aside from naz,xz,shikin,herman,fir and zx.

2008-06-17T16:41:00.002+08:00

my hair is super long now, as in compared to months ago where i chopped it on impulse.

anyyywayyyyyyy, life is getting pretty boring these days especially when you're not working and you're lazy in finding a job. there's so much to do and buy but no money.

yesterday, met up with some SIM people, to discuss on the module selection for next year. i being the kiasu one woke up at 9.20 to prepare before they opened at 10am. while i was happily choosing my classes, called sheikh but he was still asleep. told him about some macroeconomics class which was already full. he instantly woke up from whatever he was dreaming from, switched on the computer and then become so kancheong liddat.

so then i called up another friend, who was outside, god knows doing something in the morning, asked him why he wasnt anywhere near the computer panicking selecting the modules, his reply was... ...."ohh i need some time to think first. maybe a few days later then i log on to chooose"

wahhhh. enjoy ar!

then they fetched us to go to starbucks east coast, but had lunch at KFC. KFC was empty and we were lazy to move to starbux so all of us ended up sitting there till late afternoon where i made a move to Nisa's hse to meet bff and nisa and the baby.

2008-06-13T15:07:00.005+08:00

yesterday bff-day!

handygirls in the making, cupcake lovin' and mcd chilling session with herman. bff drove to giant to get her ingredients then stopped by phoon huat to get more things. had my chocolate blended with pearls and bought ourselves Old Chang Kee. reached her place, rest for awhile before starting to work on her new book shelf.

after almost done, she got started on her cupcake. I must say she made the best muffin topped with strawberry frosting, not because she's my best friend or what but ok, I've tasted 5 different ones from different places but her's is the nicest because the cupcake is moist but not so much, then the frostings are not extremely sweet. you can really taste the blend of ingredients, mixed well. only the sugar, hahaha.

had her nenek's asam pedas and mixed vege with tofu for lunch. then the whole baking and making bookshelf lasted till evening.

Met up with Herman at 8 plus at Tamp Mcd to do some discussing. 2 months since i last had a mcdonalds meal, I felt so happy after Filet O Fish Meal! talked and ate and brainstormed until 11 where Nadia and Mardh arrived to get their surprise gift---> which was the cupcake. haha sweet la kau tifa. then went home.

2008-06-09T02:04:00.003+08:00

pls tell me all these are coming back. my hands are itching to play netball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-08T02:24:00.004+08:00

earlier this week i baked a whole oreo cheesecake which turned out pretty flat. only about 2.5 cm tall/ HAHA

I was supposed to use 3 packets of cream cheese but i used only 1. turned out very oreoish. anyway, next up is new york cheesecake. and hopefully a taller one.

i know they all loook the same. haha

then on friday, my brothers and I watched Kungfu Panda which was okay, quite funny towards the mid and ending of the movie.

just now was hang out with zul and sheikh at Simei. talk cock la, u noe it becos ur hanging out with 2 boys. tried the new fappe, dark mocha frappucino. it tastes okay, but bitter.

2008-06-07T14:17:00.003+08:00

ahmad dzul faruq on wednesday. cutest baby ever.

2008-06-07T14:05:00.004+08:00

eighteen chefs with bff and brother

cash studio karaoke with boyfriend and friends. everybody now is addicted to -another sphere-. -_-

2008-06-01T17:02:00.003+08:00

this entry is dedicated to bff who complained that i din update. this one's for you A.

i finished GG. Happy but sad at the same time because its the only interesting show and now that its finished, my life is done. Haha ok not that bad but Ive gotta look for other shows. any recommendations???

i dropped by NLB that day with a friend, borrowed a book on self improvement, one fiction and another one on the fall of Saadam Hussein. Ambitious huh, so far the self improvement has been quite a help but then again, Im not sure if i really need that right now. Not that my life is perfect but i'm kinda contented with everyone and everything that's been happening, truly grateful.

then yesterday was Azima's birthday chalet, kinda like the reunion of the PRSS people. reminiscing old times which was surprisingly, fun because initially I thought it was going to be awkward with the boys but it didnt.

I wished I had pictures of yesterday but no camera no pictures, which reminds me that only Shikin has a group picture of us girls so SHIKIN, you know what you gotta do.

after most of the girls left, only me zasir amirah and the rest of the guys were there. Played murderer and some friendship game which is said to really test your friendship. Hahaha betrayal after betrayal. Fun game la, plays with your mind alot. :)))

we all left at 2 plus, reached home and within split second I was already in dreamland.

today I woke up feeling so hungry. so we all ordered the Viva Pizza which is nice but not as nice as Pan Pizza. as for right now, I'm just waiting for Zasir to give me a call so we can go out.

and to bff, i'll see you in 48 ++ hours. ALL THE BEST FOR OTIA.

2008-05-25T17:08:00.002+08:00

as usual, took the opportunity to catch up with the world. gossip girl, and im probably the last girl on earth to do so. then there's still The Hills and OC every wednesday night.

saturday was orchard with my mum and aunt and brothers to look for a present for my dad's birthday. had lunch cum dinner at Sakura and i have to say the food quality there is getting better and better. I had sambal fish slice and pandan leaf chicken and beansprouts. NIIIIIIIIIICEE

then we went borders and then Zara, nicest nicest maxi dresses and summer dress.

2008-05-24T03:23:00.004+08:00

today Lyana walked all the way from Ice Cream Chefs at Siglap to Masjid Al Ansar bus stop.

a) dunno what flavour mixed with almonds
b) choc&hersheys mixed with marshmallow

icecreamchefs.blogspot.com

2008-05-24T02:55:00.002+08:00

i tried typing an entry out, as much as possible trying to be really happy and satisfied that the exams are finally over but the anxiety creeps in. the fact that UOL LSE is no joke, the whole university life is not like poly life, where the degree of your participation n commitment to your project, be it individual or grp, is something you can fall back on.

if some of you are not aware, UOL LSE is 100% exam based where exams are once a year and it sucks. sucks the life outta you. no amount of studying can make you feel like you can own it (apart from maths). your whole life entirely depends on that 3 or 2 hours paper.

n if you are still interested, i took 5 papers this year which were (in order of the date) Introduction to Economics, Statistics 1, Math 1, Principles of Accounting and finally Principles of Banking and Finance. I felt okay only in Math paper and PBF paper. My hopes are on these 2 and for POA and Economics, im just hoping to get a decent grade. Statistics was a disappointment because i was counting on that only that the examiners decided to make the paper difficult.

the thought of it already scares the shiz out of me. but i've tried my hardest and gave it my all, but definitely not my best. Just hope I can move on to year 2 insya allah and work harder, n i really mean it.

besides exam, my time of late has been spent on the family, atifah, notes and talking to sheikh for some confidence booster. even i dun have time for zasir which is a sad thing.

so now lemme just say i miss my friends. HERMAN NAZ SHIKIN XZ ZX FIRRR (MANER MENGHILANG?) NISA FARUQ QAMAR, ARISYA S RAUDHAH YUS ZURI HAFIZ ISK RASYID, THE PIZZA HUT GIRLS AND ZUL.

2008-04-30T23:13:00.002+08:00

im sorry ppl. i know im irritating, shud have left a note before i disappeared long time ago. im days before the final exam starts so just letting myself go here the last time before i disappear again.

so yes. its exam hiatus. all the best to everyone sitting for their exams!

2008-04-04T13:14:00.000+08:00

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2008-04-03T14:21:00.004+08:00

everyone of you should check out this girl. its kinda ridiculous that she's not famous compared to other youtube singers like esmeedenters and miarose or marie digby. She is the best out of all, trust me and she sings colbie/taylors songs.

she wins hands down. :D

2008-04-03T01:28:00.002+08:00

moving on to american idol which happens to have the best set of talented individuals packed in a season, im rooting all the way for david cook. nothing can change anything. i love david cook and thats final. hottt

2008-04-02T23:58:00.002+08:00

feeling under the weather lately. but thank god all's well. both myself and bff were caught up with the flu bug. so here's the thing, i wish i just can shut myself from everything. like how ignorance can be bliss. i think bff somehow manage to put it across very well. all that familiarity. manipulative selfish fake material arrogant rude all that in a week. no wonder i was sick.

im thinking of shutin my friendster and facebook down because there is no reason for the continuance (the only thing that helps is the fact that im updated with how my old friend looks like/where heshe schools and etc). pls dun get me wrong but i believe friendster serves more meaningful purpose for more than half of you reading this, unfortunately it does not for me.

everybody wants to do something in life rite? so before i hit my two one 21, im gg to strum the guitar, hopefully.

2008-03-21T13:53:00.004+08:00

the other day bff and nisa surprised me at my home with faruq. i got so excited seeing him so played with him for awhile until he suddenly cried. very sad la see him cry. maybe too much of my excitement got to him. hehe

then yesterday i had a make up stats class at 7 in the evening. zasir surprised me at home after his TP test, where he failed. kesian eh. but nvm, there's probably a very good reason why he didnt make it.

so he was at my house doing up his resume, did some last finishing then finally sent me to my class. not until Clementi but at Little India because so he could get on the NEL to go back Sengkang. sweet rite. hahaha k no kidding. but he was sleeping like godknowswhat on the way there so i figured, i be the nice one in the relationship once in a while. reached school, talked cock then bumped into my neighbour who, thankfully had her parents to fetch her so I tagged along.

THANKS EH BROTHER!

2008-03-21T13:30:00.005+08:00

last saturday was amirah's grill with the primary school mates, squeezing _ ppl into a Mazda 3 and driving off to the airport to hang out at TCC then having Mcdonalds. haha summing up my last saturday;

thank you guys. :D

2008-03-13T12:55:00.005+08:00

a day after things were almost over, we were all up, out and away to meet the HOT MAMA(s) and cutest/chunky baby. BFF fetched me and then nisa / baby faruq and finally qama. Headed to Bedok Pizza Hut because everyone was famished and i swear we were like barbarians. I had a complimentary regular hawaian coupon, then each of us ordered our own dish. I had beef lasagne, bff had orlean's delight, nisa had both orlean's delight & hut's chef salad with roasted chicken and qama had the surfer's choice. baby faruq could only watch, 3 more weeks to eating solid food ye syg?

2008-03-11T11:44:00.006+08:00

Then there was Roselin's lovely gorgeous wedding on Sunday 9th March at Compassvale Lane. It was more than a wedding. Meeting up with old friends and just having fun, it was one of the best meetups in a long time.

kan aku da bilang kau, muker aku pun full. ;)

2008-03-11T00:43:00.009+08:00

My boyfriend being the sweetest person surprised me with an anniversary card when I met him today. This was some of what it had on the card, brought me to tears because it is so meaningful.

'Loving you means I'm happy. It means I'm with the person that I want to spend the rest of my life with. It means there's no one else that matters more to me...Loving you means I feel complete. As we've grown older together, our love has been like a burning flame. It has kept me hoping and believing in our future together and trusting in the power of love.

I hope you're as happy as I am on our anniversary, for loving you means everything to me.'

Happy 6th! :D

2008-03-06T19:04:00.003+08:00

just a quick update:

Syafiqah left for Germany on Monday night, leaving me and bff and z all teary eyed accompanied with a splitting headache when I got home. Thank God Z drove us because it was midnight and thank God again Syafiqah has reached there safely, although the most unthinkable happened which if were to happen to me, I'd probably die.

I've yet to get photos, TONS of em' from the best friend because both of us have been kept busy with prelims and its driving all of us insane. serious ar! but for now, i can only be happy for the 2 papers left, 1 i'm prepared to fail miserably but hey, it's worth the try? just like sheikh said it, to get the atmosphere for exams. and then accounting paper, on my 6th year anniversary and on the day Zasir ORD. Such an eventful day.

and congratulations to Naz who btw, got into the degree programme she wanted. Congrats love. study buddy soon okayss??

n this photo, as put up by Syaf on her blog. sweet lar, althou best friend questions the awkward position i was in.

i was holding onto a Snapple glass bottle and a stack of notes on the other hand. so my concern was so that those things wouldn't spoil the picture. hehe but obviously, it was futile because u can still see em'/ siak.

and thats me and tifa, cheong-ING all the way since morning arnd 8 plus till 12 midnight at the airport. FIGHTER TO THE END larr ehh.

2008-02-27T23:53:00.002+08:00

hopefully everything goes well. you me and everybody

faith

2008-02-26T00:01:00.003+08:00

need a break, short break.

thanks bff for the LOVELY companion, you're insane.

Birthday shoutout to Xiu Zhi, Yusrina and Naz. Happy Birthday girls!

Im sorry Yus, I cudnt make it to the chalet. Hope you had loads of fun! hopefully we'll get to meet and Celebrate soon k!!

XZ, I'll pray for your mum and im sorry this year's bdae turn out to be this way. No worries, everything happens for a reason. Will meet up soon with Naz k?

k ive got a paper at 10 tmrw. now's 12.11 am.

2008-02-23T17:27:00.002+08:00

Economics down.

My brain was like a coconut, waiting time to split open. But coconut different, split because want to spread the love baby, mine was split because too much information feed. Spent 5 hours at Toa Payoh studying then I got home and gave up.

Wanted to cry but no use crying over spilled milk. Prelims not counted [XCUSES!] so now I know where I stand after the paper.

I seriously need to put in effort ah. $24 000 for this degree, i better make full use up to the very cents. I need to start finding the right friends in school (BFF kau da perfectly fine ok? infact ur intimidating me with your hardworkingness) then I have to study like nobody's business and do whatever it takes for me to get a decent grade for ECONOMICS.

2008-02-17T18:15:00.011+08:00

then the next day was off to fep to get bff's watch, lunch at sakura then to botanic, this time with a tripod stand. :))))

2008-02-17T15:50:00.011+08:00

surprise party wasn't so much of a surprise after all. i wonder why? haha anyway, it was a lovely day accompanied by not so bad weather although we had to change the venue a few times. from botanic to fort to sky garden then finally to the kids section.

we had cupcakes which i WOULD NOT recommend at all, CANADIAN PIZZA which I would not recommend also and Nadia Dee's Mum's Shepherds Pie, TOTALLY RECOMMENDED, SWEAR!!

things started off quite not rite, because we forgot the utensils and cutleries for eating, then we also had to change place because it was gg to rain, then stalling the birthday girl so we could set up the whole thing. HAHA

finally when she found the place, everybody started to go into hiding. And the funny thing was, their bags were left for her to see. HAHAHAHAHAHA siak ah, so one by one came out. then for a good 20 mins were spent solely on..............................................this adorable baby here. n enoy the rest of the pics. :D

FARUQ LIKE A FULL MOON.*squeezes cheeks!!*

2008-02-11T08:42:00.000+08:00

THE FOX JEANS THAT I SAW AND I WANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNT!! SEE THE DETAILED DESIGN IT HAS ON THE BACK POCKET. IM IN LOVE WITH IT, BUT ITS $89. never mind i shall bribe my brother or mum.

pizza hut at tamp mall do have very satisfactory service. I argued with the boyfriend because he said that he sees me as an unreasonable customer and it will get worse as i grow. First off, I wanted the nice semi cushion table (the ones at pizza hut, i bet everybody would fight for those seats). The guy gave us a 2 person table which is very small.

Then when i requested for the semi round seats, he smiled it off and say CANNOT. Then i ask him WHY NOT? He said THAT ONE ONLY FOR 6 PPL. kepala otak dier 6 ppl. I think only 4 ppl can fit in. Then he gave us another seats which was also cushion but its the other one. The normal 4 ppl table, with 2 seats cushion. Whatever la, by then, Zasir was pissed off with my attitude saying that I shouldnt have done that considering I've worked at Pizza hut before and i hate rude and unreasonable custs. K fine, so I forgot about that.

Then came to the ordering part, I swear Zasir waved his hand like 10 times and a few of them saw that but just couldnt be bothered. Finally when the guy came to take the order, face like F***.

So as usual, after ordering I told the guy off, CAN U PLS BRING ME A FEEDBACK FORM AS WELL. Then he stood there for a good 10 secs before saying ERRR OK.

I tot the nightmare would just end there, buddden even the pizza was just as bad. Not the taste but the serving portion. We ordered HALF HAWAIAN AND HALF PEPPERONI. so I think the kitchen or the management make it a point that THERE SHOULD ONLY BE 2 PIECES OF CHICKEN HAM OR PEPPERONI ON EACH SLICE, some only 1 PIECE OF THE PATHETIC MEAT.

haaizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I've read that some pizzas have shrunk due to the rising food costs, which was in another country, but I didnt think the Singaporeans would be that smart to reduce the meat portion. Maybe we're all just fools, I should have seen it coming. bodo la.

nevermind, i told zasir that Pizza Hut has this Policy about Satisfaction of the Pizzas. IF YOU'RE NOT SATISFIED, YOU CAN HAVE IT RETURNED AND GET A NEW ONE, WHICH IN THIS CASE UNTIL YOU'RE SATISFIED. hehe

So we sat there observing all the staff and made up our own theory of these problem. Maybe the staffs there are too young to know the meaning of SERVICE, what more GOOD SERVICE. These kids work out of school to support themselves for the sake of earning $$$$. Maybe also the management is the root of the problem because there is not much emphasis of the meaning of service or no proper training.

Okla. that sums it up. Im probably gona write a letter to Pizza Hut and tell them. Not because I want revenge of my food but just to let them know. They could have overlooked this matter all these while.

muker gay boy seyyyyyyyyyy. pfftt! zasir has this thing about wearing necklace. look at this one as well.

HEHEHE

2008-02-11T07:58:00.001+08:00

NOTICE OUR TIRED WET FACES. THATS AFTER RUNNING ALL ROUND BOTANIC GARDEN THEN RACING EACH OTHER TO THE BUS STOP. ZASIR WAS PERSPIRING ALL OVER WHICH WAS QUITE OBVIOUS FROM THE PIC. LOOK AT HIS NECK!!

D

MCDONALDS TWISTER FRIES AFTER A LOOOONG HOT DAY! YUMMMM, now i feel like eating it again.

2008-02-07T01:18:00.000+08:00

A Happy Chinese New Year to all my fellow Chinese friends!

Thank you Shobi for the wonderful time at your farewell party altho it was short lived, it was worth it.

Thank you Imran, ZX and Shikin's family for putting up such a lovely surprise for her and for the invitation.

Thank you best friend (even tho you're already settled in Bandong) for that one-of-the-many special outings we had yesterday, Starbux (as spelt by Zasir). I cannot wait for you to come back because just now at 11 plus at night, I overheard on the radio about that someone's company and I'm in utter shock.

Thank you boyfriend for following me all the way to Holland Village to find _____ ____, then to Borders, amidst the heavy downpour and countless bus transfers. And then accompanying me to Shobi's altho you were EXTREMELY SHY, which is NOT you.

And thank you once again for today. Ayam Penyet Ria at Lucky Plaza, where I bumped into a few bloggers, the same girls at Dirah's birthday chalet last year. Wanted to approach and say HI but figured I'd better not because I was outnumbered. Haha ok kidding. Like the boyfriend, we're very shy people, really!

Then I dragged him to Carousel at Royal Plaza (ALL OF YOU SHOULD KNOW BY NOW, IF NOT IM GONNA SLAP YOU).

No no, we did not dine there, just popped by. Tot of celebrating our anniversary there but its way over budget. But once in a while, should be ok. But then again, MCM DA KERJE GITU KANNN, pergi mkn tpt2 mahal.

After that, we took the bus to Botanic Garden. It was 14 years ago that I stepped into there and the place still takes my breath away. The weather was getting on me, let's just say I wore the wrong outfits today. Then both of us got really tired and so sat ourselves near the refreshment area. The place is filled with babies and joggers. Talked for quite a while and then made our way back out.

I jogged out. I was perspiring so what the heck right, might as well be all hot and sweaty and sticky. Met the boyfriend outside along Napier Rd, raced to the overhead bridge, raced on the overhead bridge and then raced again to the bus stop.

Wanted to go Dempsey and explore and eat Samy's Curry Rest but never mind, anniversary la eh.

like rollercoaster la

2008-01-23T22:57:00.000+08:00

these just came in. :D thanks sya. haha

2008-01-23T21:18:00.000+08:00

psyched!

sleepover at bff's yest. then over to nisa's to pay a visit to Faruq who has outgrown all possible imaginations that i had in mind. he's so huge, white, huggy, kissable and adorable. had finger food and then bff dropped me off at home.

yest i had to rush to the hosp to meet zasir for some appt. so the more important thing here is that i sat on a railing while waiting for the boyfriend in the toilet to get urine sample, when the sliding door hit me. my instant reaction was to see if anybody saw that because if they did, then paiseh lar.
my second reaction were some vulgar ramblings under a breath. when he came out soon after, i complained to him. then he read out some warning note which was pinned on the wall loudly, which I OBVIOUSLY DIDNT SEE. stupid me, felt sooooooo malu. ahahah

okayyyyyyyyyy. thank god nobody saw that.

then there was me fighting against myself again before gg of to zasir's hse to meet the parents. its probably the "less than 10 time" ive been there but of course a girls gotta impress right? not like i go there and switch on the stove and start to chop up some ingredients, which is probably a long way to go i say, but yes its still nerve wrecking. the twist was just to boost some confidence.

this entry was just another excuse to post some overdue pictures.

2008-01-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

bus rides getting more ridiculous these days. makes me sick.

i chugged my bag as i arrived at the door step, reached for the white Styrofoam square box in the fridge and then slowly indulging in that sinful yet delectable yellow ripe pulpy flesh, Durio zibethinus.

tomorrow will hopefully be the 1st time in attempting an Economics test on my own.

why do i get a feeling my happy days are outnumbered? yesterday, hady mirza came into my dream and told me he loved me. i was forced to choose between him and zasir. what are the odds?

last fri was minds cafe at boat quay with sya, yus, s rau, isk and syed. miss them like how i miss eating fried popiah hotdog at Pasir Ris Sec.

saturday was typical half day work. and then a small misunderstanding between me and the boyfriend that had me travel from Novena to Sengkang on a humid blistering probably 40 degree weather. alls well, visit his family and watched Keluargy 69 (Family 69) which cracked me up but 99%, me was controlling me laughter because i didnt want the Jamaludins to think im some crazy psychotic bitch laughing all the time.

sunday was internet-tv-internet-tv day. then dinner with the Thiara Kamarulzamans at Geylang. Durian splitting session which explained the sudden craving today.

my neighbour, which in my mother's term, is called her friend's son, was slashed with a parang on saturday by some boys at my home bus stop. last week his friend was attacked by the same boys beside my house (which is at the shelter) with swords.

i shud probably start wearing a life vest from today..

and you must be wondering what the police are doing? no comments la eh.

2008-01-16T12:07:00.000+08:00

i think i wanna get a semi professional SLR camera. these few days, its been just myself around loved ones. and procrastinating non stop about prelims and a month away from the study break which will be followed by revision by the University Of London lecturers. i so much wanna go US to travel/work but the place offered by the website is at some ulu forestry location. And the job posts are hotel related. dun want la.

avp2 was an asshole. now i have visions of it coming out from nowhere. if u can recall, same thing happened right after i watched avp1. bah!

then there is the strong desire to travel back to UK (with bffs and some others) and then maybe pop in at Germany to meet Syafiqah. can somebody please leave $50,000 cash at my doorstep?

amidst all my worrying for exams which is in 4 months, i'm meeting my pri school friends after a long time this Saturday, then my long lost favorite teacher who just came back from China next saturday, then my brothers birthday on the 30th and then everybody's favourite month comes rolling in. FEBRUARY!!

i have shikin, lydiana, bff, xz, naz, yusrina birthday up on the list. *_*

good day.

2008-01-11T10:39:00.001+08:00

did u read the front page of Berita Harian today?

HOW DO YOU DO ITTTTTTTTTTTTT mannnn??

2008-01-04T03:30:00.000+08:00

there are a few things that i'd like to see myself having/learning/achieving in 2008. i dun want to make it so cliche like a resolution, prefer it to be MY 2008 GOALS.

learn to cook; appetisers, main course, dishes, desserts etc. IM HOPING IT TO BE A WEEKLY ROUTINE BUT LETS START WITH FORTNIGHTLY OR MONTHLY 1ST K.

bakebakebake!; bake cakes or cupcake or even kuih raya. im really pathetic u noe.

prelims in march and exams in may; preparations

2007-12-28T01:36:00.000+08:00

was talking to bff when she reminded me of certain pics which should have been up here long time ago. the pics should tell a thousand words, infact it shud be wayyy more than that.

went on and on like communication breakdown but in a funnier way. at the end of the game, girls are better describers than men!

ok ok got it! tangan relek eh..

2007-12-20T15:28:00.000+08:00

i think my hair grow quite fast. as if it has grown abt 1 and a 1/2 cm. From what I know your hair grows 1 cm every mnth, and it was only 2 weeks ago that i cut my hair.

Talking about hair, I was watching Tyra Banks show one day and the talk was all about small kids and there was this small boy who was featured. He had to undergo some haircut so they were also promoting this salon which specialize in cutting small children's hair. It was really exciting and colourful to see how the salon was furnished to suit small children. NOTICE THE RED CAR THAT THE SMALL BOY IS SITTING IN ( they sit in that to get their hair cut). cuteeeee rite!!

and then i had donut factory with my mum and brothers that day. they've opened a cafe at Novena and the queue there also like no queue. veryy efficient!

then a few days back, i dropped by MNG sale to get a top and i saw one particular one that i love but when i tried it on, the back was too low. actually its ok as long as i wear like a tube inside but if i do that, it'll look dysfunctional. so in the end i got a wool sweater. :)

then on tuesday, bff slept over at my hse. bought lots of food, ended up not finishing them. watched TV and fell asleep side by side. HAHAHA it was funny because i fell asleep and when i woke up at 4 am, i realise my face was infront of hers. AND THE TV WAS ON, THE LIGHT WAS ON. instead of switching it off, I left it on until morning 7 plus when she woke up and got a schock of her life. hahahaha

1st pic was me trying to see if my blusher looks too pink. ive been told i put on too much of the plum shade.

2nd pic was Zasir in an attempt to wear my brothers hood jacket and still not look like a ______.

3rd/4th/5th pics were our dinner. me, zasir's and my brothers. :D

2007-12-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! *hugs* own self la

HADY MIRZA I LOVE YOU. CONGRATULATIONS. it was unexpected but what the hell right? I feel damn proud and GOOOD. Say what you wanna say but his singing is pure and sincere and I like ppl like that. I thought Mau and Jac were powerful but lacked sincerity. Singing just for the sake of singing. Then the Indian Idol damn good, but sings only good Indian songs. The Vietnamese damn gorgeous, better off to be CNA Viet presenter or maybe TV Host or actress. And then the Indonesian Idol was as good as Hady. But I really really thought one of the Female Idols would be the winner, but knowing how MEN ALWAYS GET AWAY WITH IT (like taufik batisah, taylor hicks, guy sebastian, shayne ward), its no surprise if either HADY OR MIKE WOULD HAVE WON.

so ladies, we will always be behind that every successful man and never infront of them. haha ok i would probably be shot on the street after this. good night singapore.

thailand idol dont have?

2007-12-16T14:37:00.000+08:00

clockwise from the left: Zachary, Elliotz, Emelia, Adelina and myself. The 2 adults are my aunt and uncle.

Photographed at our late grandfather's kampung hse in Negeri Sembilan near Seremban. My grandfather has a whole forest behind his house. Then beside it, a few metres away, is a vacant traditional kampung with tall stilts, which use to house my great grandmother. Up till now, all the houses there has yet to be cleaned up and be put down.

so here they are now. Elisha, Elliotz and Emelia. Apparently I couldnt find any recent picture of Zachary and Adelina.

And these are my other cousins as well. From the right: Adam, Etek Yati and Lydiana. You all shud be familiar with them by now. They're the ones who never fails to fly in to Singapore from the UK during holidays. That's my aunt who was with me throughout my 22 days in UK and Dublin.

SOOO, everybody has a kampung story to tell, ours go way back to the 80's. :D Just wanna show you how every one has changed so much.

2007-12-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

ok so this is how a sheep looks like. i drew a half completed sheep in my journal indicating the public holiday, "Hari Raya Haji". Then when it came to the face, i stopped and thought for while and realised i forgot. Kesian seyy. But I was never a fan of lambs/sheeps ( they're the same right?), in actual fact, ive never eaten a lamb chop in my entire life before. So what was more amazing was even Zasir forgot! Hahaha. so maybe all you out there shud ask urself, whether u rememba or not?

BERMUKA MUKA KAMBING KAMBING NIE. DA PANDAI

2007-12-14T15:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday was madness.

after statistics class in the morning, headed home to rest. but sleeping was so tempting, so i took a 3 hour nap before i finally woke up and made my way to Bugis to meet my friend.

window shopped abit, saw alot of things i wanted to buy. bitch ah. ok so never mind, when my friend finally reached with her colleague, we walked to Guess boutique because these girls are getting married so they were looking for their Gubahan stuffs. They bought a fucking nice Guess watch which was also like a charm bracelet for only $105 (it was on a 50% discount) and the other bought a shiny black oversized bag, also fucking gorgeous, for $175. My eyes so red lor.

and after an hour spent in the boutique, besides shopping for bags, they were shopping for the paper bags as well. Baik arr. A

Then had dinner at Tong Seng, i was too full by then because i had kaya toast bread + ice milo + banana for breakfast and rice + chicken cooked with coconut and chilli + quail eggs with sambal chilli, for lunch. serious ah, my tummy damn full some more,i havent shit for a week. so everything was packed at my rectum/large intestines. ok that's disgusting but so, i only had wanton. haha

we then walked over to Sim Lim because one of em' wanted to get a camera. Took only 15 mins to buy one. She got quite a good deal for a Casio Exilim camera, 7.2 megapixels, red colour for only $320. After that, we sat at Al Jilani for some drinks before finally making our way home by calling a freaking cab. SO MANY TAXIS ON THE DAMN ROAD BUT ALL CALL CAB!!

As dumb as they all may think we are, we're not. Purposely put On Call so when we call, they get extra 4 bucks. Haiz ok nemind. who am i to complain. i might one day just migrate to Malaysia or go Jakarta, and become farmers and rear sheeps and grow vegetables/

2007-12-11T17:14:00.001+08:00

ppl make mistakes, often too many. LIKE MY HAIR. somehow, snipping my hair off made me feel alil teeny weeny bit better. not to mention how unmanageable it has become the past week. my boyfriend says i remind him of a mop. my brother says my hair like pepek (vagina). thanks.

this one at mad jack at jln kayu the day we almost got knocked down.

2007-12-06T12:51:00.000+08:00

gnitarepucer

i have to admit im wrong, sorry.

2007-11-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

did u watch DEALORNODEAL?

i cannot believe the husband is such a bloody TUT! irritating siall! WTF scare the wife like that! fuck ah. if not for him, she would have gotten that quater million. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. HEART ATTACK U KNOW!! BITCH HUSBAND AH.

astaghfiruallah!

2007-11-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

monday: class
tuesday: classess & vivo
wednesday: TOTALLY FORGOTT
thursday: class, peninsula, munchy donuts@PS, sakae sushi, sakura rest, LJS, cucpcorns & enrique iglesias HERO
friday: BTT and i failed. haha

i have alot of pics overdue because im plain lazy to use my laptop (which obviously has all the pics) stuffed under my brothers double deck bed. typical lyana la.

that girl who scored 294 for her PSLE is awesome. damn ah. i want to know her secrets! seriously, ive been wanting to prepare for my prelims which will b in Feb and the real exams in May but all i ever do is BUM AROUND LIKE A FAT LAZY ASS GARFIELD CAT. swear to god sey, and my appetite is crazy, grab and eat everything within my reach. ya allah!

most importantly, i need to save up because i might be travelling with BFF/FFs' to Germany or even, if its really really really confirmed, be gg to Bali or Melbourne with my family & aunt this Chinese NY hols.

wanna start learn to cook really wellllll like all the makcik2/nenek that i know; to name a few like qamar's mum & tifa's granny. and then im prob baking blueberry muffin when my dad gets his pay!!!!!! because im B R O K E. heh

2007-11-21T17:39:00.000+08:00

i dont understand facebook. :( very complicated la to me.

2007-11-16T12:07:00.000+08:00

got myself a new bag, after 5 years. haha my current small blck guess bag is so terkopek, very malu la bring that. my money also kopek, love at 1st sight.

and is it just me or the new A/W 07 Kate Moss Collection is superrr gorgeous. saw em at Topshop yesterday and cant stop thinking about it.

2007-11-16T11:58:00.000+08:00

Photos from Al Majlis/outing with Naz, XZ, ZX, Pegan & Firr.

2007-11-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

its either full of words or just pictures. thats what XZ said about my entries. okla cant help it you know. sometimes, the brain got all sorts of things to say and to be shared but sometimes there isnt any. ok today will be all visuals because i just had my accounting test just now and my balance sheet freaking didnt balance. :( never mind.

today was bad. my uncle passed away early morning, only got the news when i reached school around 9. i wish i had come to his house for raya this year because every year w/o fail we wud all go but this year, i was caught up that day and only me, missed his house. semoga Allah mencucuri rohmu.

will be havin a mini bdae celebration tomorrow insya allah to celebrate our 1st Mum's birthday!

2007-11-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

ehh sumpah eh, minds cafe is the bomb. anyway, lyana here da naik sedap enjoy weekends after weekends after weekends. be it with anybody la ok?

friday i think was grocery shopping with best friend and brother #3. and then went to meet all the poly girls and 1 guy. naz, xz, zx, pegan(zx's friend) and firdauss. shikin & herman you're sorely missed! had fun fun fun. talk ate talk ate.

then saturday was work. last day operating before they move to a temporary place. work was exceptionally good also. then went home to rest because i was gonna meet the boyfriend later.

so at 4 met him in the cab, went strait to Heeren because pay just got in and somebody needs to shop. he got himself a top at Jean Perrie, which was popular amongst the gayboys (as claimed by the boyfriend and how come i din noe?), so many AWKWARD situations but i smiled on; it began with only 1 sales man, then came another and another one and finally 4 men were attending to my boyfriend. it was really funny, how he was stuck in that situation.

then he got himself 2 more tops at Flesh Imp. I dunno why he likes tight fitting or body hugging tops. :0 sigh*

after shopping we quickly made our way to cine to get The Gameplan tix, HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. damn funny, even as im typing this, all the scenes are coming back now and im laughing at myself, alone. his brother & gf decided to join us. budak2 lagiii, 17 years olddss. hah siak eh, ckp org.

after watching movie, we walked around for while and went for supper at the usuals, Hilal rest. then home.

then sunday started out pretty damn lazy. until the boyfriend called to get ready to meet him and his friends. met him and atiqah at bugis because he was in need of a new pair of shoes, so we went Everlast. got it, and met atiqah's bf. walked to prinsep st banquet. had dinner while waiting for the rest. the rest came and ate and we walked over to Minds Cafe, where all the crazy shit ass fucker nonsensical words and actions come out. gilerrrr la.

we all played till closing, then went opposite to play billiard. had the place all to ourselves because who hangs out at 1 in the morning on a Monday? camsluts like crazyshit, never seen guys so full of themselves until yesterday. had supper at Jilani and went home. :)))

got myself a top LIKE FINALLY *hallelujah* from Little Match Girl. its really funny because its a top you'd never expect to find in a boutique liddat. anyways, reached home slept at 4. and woke up for class. and im feeling lazier than ever.

2007-11-08T02:27:00.000+08:00

having the best time so far. with bestfriend just now, running errands to and fro. and then later at night with boyfriend.

Deepavali and study? hopefully they click. trying my best to not get distracted by the great shows that'll be aired later. so so hopefully i get to meet my lovers on friday and then on saturday, hang out with zasir and army friends. best friend suggested MINDS cafe, which is a good idea since ive never been there. oh well, we'll see.

i realised i haven't been spending much time with the family lately, shall do that soon.

andddd here's something which keeps me smiling throughout the day.....

2007-11-07T09:28:00.000+08:00

econs test was ok. headed straight home to finish up some unfinished revision but my aunty offered to take me to dinner, cus my cousin from KL is here for some seminar. Got ready and went out again.

Had dinner after so long at Swensens. k, Just to let all of u know, they were having this 1-for-1 promotion for all their desserts. I was too full by then so the other free dessert had to pass. Wasted!!

Now that i've just woke up, i'll b meeting the best friend later to do a loooong list of errands. Thank god she's driving and the car. :D

Have a good holiday!

2007-11-05T15:33:00.000+08:00

so damn long time. :(

very exhausted but at the same time satisfied over the events that have happened the past weeks. new layout calls out for new entry. '07 coming to an end, another begining another set of resolution. zasir will ord in mar 08 then he'll start school again, insya allah. my exams in april. hari raya in sept (didnt we just had hari raya??!!). 21st birthday in july. BTT on 23 nov (speaking of that i lost my receipt and i havent studied). best friend's 21st on Valentines. and then long lost friends/relatives will join me in school, SIM!!

i will try my very best possible to upload some photos, tons of em' scattered all over everyone's comp and mine's. Deepavali is round the corner, and i'd like to wish my lovely small grp of Indian friends a Happy Deepavali!!

Shobi!! send my regards and well wishes to the whole family. :D
Deenish
Ruthra
Mr Raj the friendly neighbour
Shan
Ifti

and all Indian readers celebrating Deepavali, out there.

2007-10-21T10:04:00.000+08:00

WHICH NASI MINYAK WILL COME FIRST EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH??!!!!

so much fun. thank u. lets do it again. :D

2007-10-20T01:50:00.000+08:00

hello hello.

thursday was math class alone. angie was sick. then it was bugis with the best friend to get gifts for her cousins. had dinner at delifrance, first time trying the Alfredo of chicken ham and mushroom and the Curry Baked Rice. I would not recommend it to anybody. haha sorry but the food seriously not nice.

friday was hari raya visiting with TP BIT ppl. Been a loong time since we all saw each other, great company and abundance of foood. Every single house.

saturday which is today, will be hari raya visiting again, this time will be with BZEs' and Zasir's Army friends. I will have to be up like really early in the morning to go do my hair (hopefully!) and maybe go market?!

anyway, i scrubbed my hall floor today because i wanted it to be spick and span when everybody comes tomorrow.

just tot i put a picture of my brothers friends. the one in white, is crazy. calls himself "asshole" and tells my brother he likes me, that was 3 years ago. Went in and out of boys home, and he said the same thing this year, just now. and then, he took a picture of himself and told my mum, he likes me and wants to get engage to me. aku stress. 17 years old laa.

2007-10-18T02:16:00.000+08:00

my AE package came today. looks gooooood!

once upon time, this apek drove me to school in his big yellow taxi. at first i very happy lei, den arrr, wa lao, the way he drive make me go crazy liao. driiiiive....braaakke......driiiiive.......brakeee.

reach clementi, i feel like vomitting.

nemind, run to class because late got MAKEUP BANKING TEST. damn, reach class already, wait and wait and wait for teacher, budden idiotic teacher email me wrong timing. Class suppose to start at 12, he tell me 3.30. waaa jialat! spend $15 on cab fare plus all the m*****f****** bad driving, i feel like slapping myself.

calm myself, go library and study. virgin visit to Tay Eng Soon SIM library, i feel like a bloody pathetic undergrad. everybody freakin mugging at this time of the year where I am still in my festive mood, Salam Lebaran feeling lagu raya and jalan raya collect money.

wadeva it is, at night, somebody was being like a fucking irritating idiotic bitch. damn bitch ahh, cannot take it sakkk. bodo per!!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, bingit bingit bingit bingit!!!!!!

2007-10-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

SAY IT LIKE THE LATIFFS. (astaghfiruallahalajimmmm)

2007-10-15T22:52:00.001+08:00

havent got the time to actually sit down and type this out and since now that opportunity has come knocking, here goes:

Saya disini hulur tangan susun jari, mintak ampun maaf kepada semuer org, sesiape la, yang kenal dan yang tak kenal, yang tua atau muda, yang besar atau kecik, kalau pernah tersinggung perasaan, terkasar bahasa, tersilap kata & mengumpat . Semoga dimaafkan di bulan mulia ini. Insya Allah, from this month onwards, it shall be a new begining, and Ive seriously sinned alot with my family, said and done too many disgraceful things. Hope He forgives me because i wana repent. Having said that, Ive also mengumpat alot this year, astaghfiruallah, but I was merely saying facts seyyy, okok i shall try to reduce the mengumpat part. Selamat Hari Lebaran, Minal Aidil Walfaidzin!

Gathering every year is love without fail. This year was exceptionally emotional and good because my aunty is retiring, all my cousins turned up, family ties strengthen, and the fact that i still get money. Haha my collection so far is only $50 but that itself it more than enough. ceyyyy Lyana ehh bebual gitu, but seriously, I have to adapt to the fact that I shall no longer receive the green packet. Alhamdulilah la eh.

This year was also more meriah because not only were we celebrating Eid, but also birthdays. My aunty ordered Pecan Cake from Hyatt Hotel, and the dark choco truffle from Royals. So in total we had 4 KG of chocolate cake, omg I swear i feel like a chocolate.

and i swear another bite/sip of anything LONGTONG/RICE/LODEH/RENDANG/ SAMBAL GORENG/AYAM MASAK MERAH/SERUNDING/SOFT DRINKS, i will throw up. PLEASEEEEEEEEE EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

pix up soon! after the internet decides to stop being a bitch. oh and i skipped my Banking Test today because my dads friends were coming for open house and i dun believe in coming for a test totally unprepared.

2007-10-12T13:32:00.000+08:00

amidst all the preparations for hari raya, i'd like to send out my heartiest congratulations to one of the beloved makciks for delivering the one of the most beautiful baby in this world, Admad Dzul Faruq. Insya Allah i shall pamper you with all the TLC a godmother will ever give!!!

and then there was the spontaneous outing with BFF and boyfriend on Tuesday. Drove to Arab St to get table cloth and then, BFF went off so it was me and Zasir. Accompanied him to shop at Bugis St to get his jeans. Shopping betul si babi nie. I was fasting and we were out of place to breakfast. Thankfully we bump into his army friend and GF and GF's friend. Brokefast at El Sheikh, first and last time i go there. Service sucks like shithole.

2007-10-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

woke up to get started on my honey cornflakes so i cud bring it over to zasir's house for buka tonight, but, BUT BUT, it was so unfortunate that i wasted so many hours lazing pigging in deep sleep. 3 pm sey. then my mum and mum's friend chopp the kitchen already because they were cooking up a feast. cried because i tot she'd gimme 10-15 mins so i can melt my margarine and honey, but she just ignored (or prolly forgot) then it came to 5 pm. no time kann. and i already promise zasir's family i'd give them the cornflakes this year.

then my parents were leaving the house to go Adelphi meet my brother get his new electric guitar. i was sooo bingit. finally my mum suggested a brilliant idea which is to bring the food cooked over to zasir's house. that made me smile for awhile.

got ready, took cab and reached his place for buka. in short, i love his family. looooooooooooveee it. all this while, i feel like dying whenever i go his house. But with every visit, i feel at home. :))

and my boyfriend has a tendency to show his TLC infront of evrybody even family members. hahahahaha even when we were bukaing, his leg was soooo gatalllllll. ya allah. i was soooo afraid the parents or aunt/uncle would notice it. bbbbb kalau u baca nii, tolong laaaaa i mintak ampunnn. ok but i still love u.

that was sunday.

and then last thursday, i told u i was meeting my lovers. firdaus ur sucha bitch for duping me, ok not me, US! at least call larrr. ok that aside, met these girls for breakfast at Al Majlis and had a greatttt time just talking with them. picture post eh! naz MIA. :DDD

muker burok siol. mine mine.

2007-10-03T18:17:00.000+08:00

late for accounts lect, ended up not seating with angie which was a painintheass because the only available seat was infront and the thought of having less sleep, resulted in my head swaying from left to right and then to left again, and then bam! on the table. RIP.

zasir is involved in some kind of a jungle mission thing at pasir laba so apparently somebody misses him, and the sweetest thing was, an Untitled MMS picture of him looking so drained of energy, thirsty (which is not the point because he doesnt fast) and very sunnnnyyyyyy Singapore. HAHA that came as a surprise and I WOKE UP INSTANTLY. tried my best not to grin because the guy beside me looked at me one kind because i gave him this look when i saw he did his accounts homework. -_- bodo seyy.

on another happy note, my mother celebrated her 42nd birthday in the company of Moulin Rouge Soundtracks, picture taking for the 1000th time, dysfunctional family members and non family members. i got pictures but later k.

and recap, iftar session with the BFF,qamar,nisa,nisa nyer suami and idris. loooooooove~ aku doa2 baby kau klua cepat2 okayss? qama jgn sedih2 k? nanti suro g anta MMS dier tak pakai baju (ATAGHFIRUALLAH) and BFF, sesungguhnya aku berpuasa, kalau tak muker MAT tu da lama gua pecah ar ehh beb. ehh darah naik. dara dara naik!

and having ur period during the fasting month is the best thing that can happen. ok bedek. but somewhere between there its true. haha i had the privillage of eating Royals cake/chicken roll/mee hoon putih in the presence of dear brothers because i refuse to eat in the kitchen. i know muslim brothers and sisters, its a sin but cant help it. ahahah evil ehh?! ok no la im nt that baddddd. siak ajer. i just eat behind them and tell them i ate this and that. not so teruk laa.

okla tomorrow is my math test, wish me luck. O MEENA, HAVE MERCY ON ME. (meena is my Indian Math teacher whos really really really i dunno what.) and then for breakfast, i shall be meeting my lovers. i swear im gonna kiss and hug them when i see them.

2007-10-01T17:39:00.000+08:00

birthday updates: he was totally knocked off by the surprise; apart from all the screaming, long-faces, irritating moments. hahaha hats off to his army friends esp Ruthra for helping me with it. however, there were not many pictures taken. becos we were all too busy eating,swearing,laughing,walking and thinking of plans.

2007-09-28T16:58:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday Muhd Zasir!

this is how i feel whenever im with you. yesterday, today and forever.

Started out as friends
We met way back when
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin'
'til I fell so hard
I always made up some excuse
Saying you that weren't my type
Didn't want to face the truth
Didn't want to cross that line
'til one day I saw you
Out of the corner of my eye
You were flirting with some girl
And inside I thought I would die

:))

SATURDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, come quick.

2007-09-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

isetan private sale was a killer la. i cud have bought almost everything if i was already working. After hours of rounding the 4 levels, i only bought the MAC Studio Fix & MAC Limited Edition Gift Set, which was a birthday gift for my mum.

I actually took along a nice lil black dress with me to the counter but since queueing up to pay took abt 30-45 mins, i had a sudden change of interest by the time U reach the lady. So I decided to give it up.

But seeing my mum, "thrilled" over her new makeup set [CONSISTS OF BLUSH BRUSH WITH REAL FREAKING HAIR NOT SYNTHETIC], I was already very happy.

Then i walked down to CK Tangs, Lucky Plaza, Paragon, Plaza Singapura, Peninsula Plaza, Raffles City S.C and finally home. God have mercy on my feet, all alone and in the midst of fasting. I prob felt like fainting 1000 times.

anyway, tickets for Rouge Assassin on Saturday has been booked with the boyfriend. :D wish me luck. oh and btw, he reads my blog. so disclosures shall be minimal, for the time being.

fasting's been great. so far so good.

2007-09-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

fuck all the voters of Victor Tang! oh you motherf****** are deaf. this is ridiculous la. i cannot believe victor over robert. i dun care wad u think about victor, i dun care i dun care! im so upset!!!!!! i think its the judges damn fault who picked Victor to go into the competition. haiyoo, the only reason he's got votes, probably, his family's and friends damn rich to vote him that much. if u think victor is good, you better wish you dun bump into me outside or i'll cut your ears off like how that YAKUZA CLAN did it in Rouge Assassin. :DD

boyfriends birthday in less than 2 hours. i love him. i love him. i love him.

/editted: i jus finished reading the forum on livethedream about victor gg thru the next round and i cant stop laughing. some serious shit. asshole la. oh and did u see his face when he found out he got thru? means he really think he can sing that well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OH GOD HAVE MERCY!

2007-09-20T13:38:00.000+08:00

i just finished chatting with Yus and I regret not joining my primary school ppl for the Iftar on Sunday. BITCH HANDPHONE LA. I really really really miss them.

2007-09-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

Olynn voted off??!!

-__-

anywayyyy, i had a good netball session with the girls this week, partly because BFF was around. glitches in between but alls well. fell, scrapped my knee and tore my pants, for the second running time. clumsy la. I'll probably make good use of a knee guard.

after the hooha, we made our way to the prata cafe outside the centre. loosen up while discussing about our jerseys and numbers. One of the girls offered to drive us home.

Dropped by the post office to collect my VS perfume and then stayed home all day today.

i love greys anatomy and Brothers&Sisters. :D

2007-09-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

yesterday i got my aunt anne's and went out with BFF and brother. can we do this again? azul mcm jgn b**** eh. heh

today i was at geylang the whole day with my friend, bought a white baju kurung. and my boyfriend said that he want to go to Australia with me. sweeeeeet kann??!! hahaha i mean i have plans of gg there with my family and aunt and BFF, soo why not with him? abe ngan syaf gg to germany (insya allah) and my cousin to america. i also want!

i foresee a very busy week ahead because i've got tests and tutorials not done. omg. on another note, i'll be waiting for zasir's shirt to arrive, and my VS. :D

2007-09-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

i got this for Zasir, birthday la kan. hopefully he'll fit it and like it.

and and, the fasting month has so far been testing my patience level but alls well, thats partly the reason why we have the Ramadhan right? BFF is out to terawih, as well as the boyfriend. :)

2007-09-13T03:41:00.000+08:00

ok as usual. lack of updates these days.

Saturday
been busy like a bumble bee the past week. Saturday was netball at Kallang. Then to 2 weddings, one at Sengkang and Tampines. At night, was helping out with my cousin's wedding preparations for Sunday.

Sunday
Sunday was wedding the whole day at Woodlands. Had a great time with the cousins and the best friend who dropped by only after her classes.

Monday
monday was banking class with BFF driving to school, since our classes start at 12. Met her after that, off to fetch Syafiqah at Ubi CDC but she was still in the bus. So I decided to sign up for my BTT. hahaha yes i know, like finally. Everybody's thrilled to see the outcome, ok shut up. We left the place after Syafiqah booked her Motor TP, for Vivocity. Had a very very filling dinner at Fig&Olive, but it was worth it.

Walked around,and decided to drive to Clarke Quay. Hahahahahahahaha we got lost driving in circles at Esplanade, almost bang into a bus and reversing in the parking lot at a very fast and sudden speed which almost scratched the back and rear mirror. HAHAHAHA

we got off and watched a good 10 mins of how the GMAX worked. I SWEAR IM GONNA GO ON THAT ONE DAY!! Stopped near the fountain and took pictures which turned out pretty nice.

Tuesday
tuesday was my first netball training session with the SIM netball girls. Had training at CCAB. It was sorta last min so I didnt have the appropriate gear on, ended up playing in my jeans and pumps. I love the coach! Had a good time, one of the girls offered to drop me off at Bedok Int since she lives nearby, so reached home, bathed and slept like a log.

Wednesday
wednesday was suppose to have breakfast with zasir at Burger King but both of us slept throughout the morning. Hahaha pig rite?! Got ready and cabbed to RELC to pay my school fees. But i had to fucking detour to Marriot Hotel to get my money changed to Pound Sterling. Rushed to the bus stop to take the bus to RELC, only to be disappointed when I reached because they did not accept concealed cash. I was hungry, perspiring and tired. JUST GREAT! So no choice I said, ok then I will post it to them via bank draft.

I couldnt stand any longer so I cabbed again but to Plaza Sing this time because I had to go service my fucking phone which I've only used in less than a month. Some LCD problem, and my USB cable faulty. Idiot.

OK Im sorry to say this but my bad luck didnt end there. I went down to DBS Bank (basement) to get my bank draft but the lady told me that if she'd take my POUND STERLING money which I converted just now, she would have to charge me a very high commission fee. ALAMAK, then she told me I shouldnt have converted them in the begining. I wanted to kill myself at that very moment sia. So she told me to go back to Marriot Hotel to get it changed for the same amnt that I converted. I couldnt be bothered so I asked Zasir to change it at the nearby money changer.

FINALLYY, everything was settled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cudnt be more happy

Had dinner at Mcdonalds. Went to Bugis to find my kain raya and I finally found mine. After all that, we decided to go watch movie The Cathay but they closed already. So we took the MRT to Somerset, DAMN LAZY, and went to Cineleisure, but unfortunately also, no nice movies. So, we cabbed home.

NOWWW IS 4 AM AND IM VERY WIDE AWAKE BECAUSE IM VERY XCITED ABOUT THE START OF THE FASTING MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok to all my Muslim friends and readers, Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan! Happy Fasting!

AND PICTURES: atifah kau tengok, kesian kan la aku ni. sampai resort to cut and paste pat microsoft powerpoint. :(

happy love although there's only the 3 of us. haha

2007-09-07T16:18:00.000+08:00

pretty good week so far. remmba i told u it was gonna be busy, well, all these busy-ness has been nothing but great. monday was boring banking class with a subsitute banking lecturer who's wayy wayy better than my own lecturer.

tuesday was Al Majlis with BFF, Qamar, Dee, Iqram and Adi. to celebrate Qamar's and Iqram's belated birthdays. Had a difficult time sitting in there because i was scratching myself all over. Most of us had the chicken steak with either wedges or with rice while iqram had the sirloin steak. waited for more than half hour for our food and when it finally came, it was worth the wait la. damn nice even nicer because the servings were huge.

wednesday whole day was with best friend. showed off her driving skills by fetching me from home around 10 plus, drove to Ikea and Giant to run some errands. Reached back home to start on her Oreo Cheesecake. Took about 3-4 hours in all. I slept for while after that, then we went out again with the intention to visit Tharif but on the way there, we had to detour to Simei Eastpoint because no one was at home. bought waffles and bubble tea. sat down under the fake coconut tree and just enjoyed the moment. hehe then fetched her mum at afghanistan where somebody had a hard time parking and going ontop of the curb. then around 10 plus, she drove me home just in time for me to watch Greys Anatomy.

thursday was math in the morning. then met the boyfriend in the noon at SGH for his appointment. Started out bad because my period came, I woke up late, then while getting ready, I broke my face mirror. then during math class, i forgot to silent my HP, the rihanna ringtone went blaring because the best friend called. I was so paisey la.

then at the Outram MRT, had a slight arguement with the boyfriend because we were both waiting for each other at the wrong control stations. but as soon as i saw him, cannot tahan la. very hensem. I asked him to wear shirt then he really wore a shirt, somemore the one i bought for him in england. after the appt, we walked down to Chinatown, it was a hot hot day by the way. after chinatown we took the train to Clarke Quay, had a late lunch and then followed him on the train back to Sengkang. Had soo much fun with him la. Makin tua makin giler.

pics with him will be put up real soon. have a goood weekend!

2007-09-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

summing up the whole week; good but I was dumb enough to have let my hp battery died on me on all the important events.

i seriously have this habit of not charging my phone, somebody's gotta do it for me. Like the other time I left it uncharged for 3 days. and adding on to that, im actually a very lazy person. I bathe once a day because i think i waste water like ALOT, and twice only when i see the urgent need to do so. and then i sleep in my makeup. sometimes which is like most of the time, i sleep with my spectacles on, and with my going out clothes. my point is, im lazy and its time for some change.

and lately i've been forgetting things like when i was talking to my mother at KFC, i got hyped for while and then i forgot what i was excited about 30 seconds after that. okay like now i suddenly remember what i did on wednesday. i ate at KFC with zasir.

on friday i went out with my mum to settle my dad's season parking and stuff at bedok. we reached home at 9 plus. then changed clothes to go rewang(sit and talk and help out in a wedding..sorry i dun noe how else to explain it.). luckily opposite block only. helped out until 3 am and went home to sleep because i had work on saturday at 8.

then saturday, rushed to work, finish at 1 and then rush home to get ready for the wedding since i'll be helping out with distributing the doorgifts. UNTIL 6 PM I WAS WALKING AROUND IN 3 INCH HEELS LAA. damn stupid right, i dunno why the hell i even bothered to be in those heels in the 1st place. alamak.

around 7, the wedding finished, i rushed home and got ready to meet the Poly ppl at Lau Pa Sat. Reached there as soon as they were done having dinner which is good because i think i'll prob vomit if i see any more food.

after that, we walked over to OneFullerton to chill at Starbucks until 11 plus. Had a greatx100 time with them.

AND NEXT WEEK WILL BE ANOTHER BUSY BUSY BUSY WEEK with plans every single day. omg i need a breather

and

to do math homework. :((

2007-08-27T17:44:00.000+08:00

happy endings to begin the week with. and what more, a good news to start the Monday.

BFF passed her TP today in the ungodly hours of the day. I wasnt even awake for that matter. Waited all week for today and I forgot all about it. Sheesh!

sososo i just wanted to recap my weekends. saturday was out of the norm for me, i stayed home all day. watching crap tv and surfing crap websites. then sunday, rushed to a singing competition at Changkat CC. omg. pls slap me. all i can say is I won an electrical oven courtesy of the sponsors who bought it at Giant. Haha I just thought they could have removed the Giant Sticker tab, at least. But, all in all, it was a very nicely done event by the members. Kudos!

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ok now i remmba what the whole week was abt. It was the Friday night which kinda made the whole week so happy.

The girls were suppose to go NUS to watch Syafiqah's performance but at the end of the day, only me and atifah went. We were also late because atifah had driving practical before that and there was a massive jam along PIE. We were suppose to be there at 8 but reached the hall at 8.15 and because of that, we were stuck outside with other guests until the next show interval. As soon as we walked into the theatre, the emcee went, "OK AND THAT WAS SILAT!" FUCK. all of us who just walked in were like, OHH NO. DAMN.

nevertheless, we enjoyed ourselves in the company of some funny boys and hot performers, CAPOIERA GUYS BODY BERG siol!!

after the performance we joined syafiqah's silat friends for supper at Simpang, had a good laugh in the car ---> from *blinking eyes* to having a hell ride for whicheva instructor who is going to test my TP. and the short lived conversation about men/boys. i reallyreallyreallyreallyreally hope we can meet up soon and continue where we left off.

ok im off to segar rest for dinner. :DDDD

2007-08-24T01:20:00.001+08:00

have you ever had someone walk up to you and talk like he knew you before? the weirdest thing happenend today. right after math class, me and angie had a strong urge to pay Vivo a visit. Took bus to Clementi MRT and then took the train.

So the weird thing happened in the train right after I put on my Ipod to play.

This guy looked at me from a distance and came up straight towards me. Then he started talking.

GUY (in malay): EHH you just finish school ahh?
ME: huh? errr (looks around if he mistook me for someone else)
GUY: how was school? ehh you read today's Malay paper already?
ME: (flashback to remember if he happens to be in any of my classes) UHMM havent.
GUY: ohh. ehh you know USTAZ _____?
ME: no
GUY:ok wait wait. i show this newspaper article in today's paper. U sure you dun know this ustaz? How bout this USTAZ_____?
ME: ahhh no.
GUY: (glances up and down my breast area because I was wearing my " BEER..." slogan tee) ohh. uhmmm...do you even go to these kind of religious talks?
ME: yeaaa.

then he started rambling about school, asking me which school i go to, previously go to, where i live. it became uneasy when he started talking loudly abt how useless it is for ppl to pursue a higher education these days because at the end of the day, we will end up working in the same service/manufacturing line as an ITE gradute. Then he said, NUS students are worse off because he said NUS graduates are the hardest to acquire a job after graduation. *that got my eyes rolling* and then saying about the growing number of MALAY population in the ITE school compared to years before.

finally, when the train was approaching Outram, he asked where I was dropping, so I said the next stop and then he said he's dropping at Tanjong Pagar to go have an injection. INJECTION??!!!! then i said ok bye. and ran out of the MRT.

ehh stress.

2007-08-19T19:46:00.000+08:00

damn all this beautiful boys.

hellohellohello. saturday was work, suntec, BFF, Qamar, donut factory, novo, damn cute M&M calculator, Nissan Fairlady, Gloria Jeans, hardrock cupcakes, v***** tasting frappe, angst note, la senza bra, sleep, zasir and home.

Sunday today, did Banking tut, watched CSI backtoback, 30 Rock, fried rice and honeyglazed wings. My mum wanted me to make her over so I did. Talked to best friend for while and now probably gg to Mcdonalds.

Im sorry XZ and Fir today didnt happen maybe next week ok?

OHH AND I MISS MY PRIMARY SCHOOL PPL ALREADY. period.

2007-08-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

hello again. remmba i told u my boyf wanted a picture of me when I was abt to go to sleep. lemme just show you how horrible i looked like. he said i looked beautiful. if he really meant it then im flattered and i dunno about u guys but i think a loved one normally sees you best when you think its the worst. i hope i can see the girls tomorrow, shikin/naz/fir/xz and herman&co and the pizzahutgirls again. :D

I WAS SRIOUSLY GG TO DOZE OFF. tiring day.

oh and i teared so much watching grey's anatomy.

schoolloving. see that chocolate cake!!!!!! only $3 per piece. :DDDD

2007-08-17T15:32:00.000+08:00

Hello. no school today. woke up late to catch up on my sleep. yesterday went for the interview, badly badly want this job because it is the cutest thing ever. tomorrow im working. then maybe hang out. after 3 weeks of school, I finally have some homework to do. was about to go to sleep yesterday when Zasir called and persisted for a picture. wth! ok la things you'd do for love rite. even when its not in your best interest.

then yesterday after math class, i was suppose to go for the interview at ngee ann city. but me and angie had lunch at clementi central first where I bumped into SHIKIN!! I was so excited because i was just telling angie how i badly wanted to bump into maybe shikin or syafiqah or anybody for that matter.

Lunch was good. went to this coffeeshop which had the AUSSIE BEST FISH and CHIPS. Decided to try it since it had the " MONEY BACK GURANTEE" sign. haha cheapskate la. But damn, it was really really nice. The batter was good and the fillet was juicy and fresh and white!! Then they had this chocolate indulge which looked so divine and sinful but our stomachs were crying out loud to stop.

Walked around in town and finally went home.

2007-08-15T03:05:00.000+08:00

Lunch at school in between breaks. Angie had Spaghetti Carbonara while I had the Thai style Chicken rice which was not nice.

AND I SAW THIS UNDER RECRUITS!!! I'll probably try my luck applying tomorrow.

The current debacle in the world economy.

Saturday was spent going out with the Pizza Hut girls and their boyfriends, playing pool/dinner at River Valley Spize/driving around in the car. But Zasir called me in the morning and asked if I would visit his aunty/mum/dad at home. After so many NOs', and realising how selfish I was, I met him at Mcdonalds Whitesands with his friends. Typical army boys, and the fact that every guy had McSpicy Double Meal for lunch.

Me: Why everybody eat Mcspicy Double eh?

Zasir: *shouts* Becos we're all MEN!!!! *then everybody bursts out laughing*

Me: ERR???

never fails to amaze me. So after that, one of them randomly wants to have Swensens Ice Cream but changed plans after. Had Ben & Jerry's which was a bad idea because I havent had a proper meal. I had a good time getting to know his friends.

Followed the boyfriend home, had lunch, chatted with his family watched Indonesian dramas and finally left his house at 4 plus to help him and his mum get a new phone at Compass Point. Zasir was upset he cudnt get his phone because the noncontractual price was quite high. I was sad for him but then, I told him I'd promise to look for a cheaper alternative at Bedok Interchange on Sunday. He looked abit happier, but important thing is he felt better and I was happy because he was ok. To prove that, he convinced me to play Daytona with him. HAHA and first time in my life, I won all 2 out of the 3 races I had with him.

Sunday was a good day too. It was a family outing. My family plus Zasir and his brother were all at Bedok in search of his new phone. At one point the sales man was thrilled to see a big and happy family, since because many have commented that me and Zasir look alike, so it was no surprise that his brother would be mistaken for being a part of us.

Anyway my point here is i feel really happy being around the ppl i love very much. and when all the ppl i love very much are together, I feel on top of the world.

Econs classes are getting better by the week and yesterday, I bought myself Little Miss tee, an orange lightning necklace from Topshop and white canvas shoes. And today I saw an extremely lovely green dress, still deciding if I shud get it.

OH AND I CHOPPED MY LOCKS!! So im left with half inches of brown dyed hair which is kinda damaged also. I cudnt cut it shorter because then it'd be very unmanageable. So its back to being almost-black hair days. WAITED YEARS FOR THIS. haha tulah, dulu bile da habis olevel mati2 nak dye rambut, skarang, mati2 nak rambut hitam balik.

2007-08-11T01:49:00.001+08:00

Went to the Metro Closing Down Sale for one last time before they permanently shut down their operations forever, alone. Bumped into Dee :) and an old neighbour.

Bought a long cardigan top, window shopped abit and one thing caught my attention. Figured it would be useful for my younger brother who loves to cook it, thus, I bought an egg frying pan. HAHAHA. Im so proud of myself. It was so cute and small and the fact that I didn't even know it exists. It was on sale for only $3.50.

After all that, took 27 and met the rest of my relatives and family members. Had dinner at Swensens before they took off.

*was just too lazy to rearrange the photos. :D

2007-08-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

i had so much on national day. now im begining to feel like a birthday girl all over again. cakes, pizza hut, lontong, spaghetti, lasagne and so much more.

celebration was nice yesterday. gathering from my father's side. played games and karaoke. at noon, i met up with Herman, who was conincidentaly around my area. So he followed me to Tampines where I got The Royals Strawberry cake. It was rich and sinful. Took a cab home and continued with the whole celebration.

Then at night, slept over at Punggol. Promised my cousins to have one last slumber party before they leave for Japan today. Unfortunately, being the spoil sport that I always am, slept through after TROY, like a damn stubborn log.

Apparently, my brother woke me up several times but to no avail, I refused to open my eyes and continued snoring.

Then morning 6 plus, the boyfriend called persistently and was very annoyed that I slept early yesterday. Wad have i done to deserve this????? haha I absolutely have no idea what I spoke to him about because throughout the entire conversation I only said " ahh, uhuh, oh" Then, BAM! Off I went to sleep again.

Oh I have not mentioned to the whole world tat I got myself a new phone a few days after my birthday. Proud owner of the Samsung Ultra Edition 13.8. It was free in a way because I upgraded it.

and then today, my cousin, gave me her new Ipod Nano because she felt it was of no use. So thank God and her for that, because now I have something to keep me company for school.

and Yan Jing, don't worry. Im sure you'll do good and Im not surprised that some people might feel the same way as you. One of them is me. :) Harboured the same thoughts actually and was doubtful of my decision. But it's all in the mind. Just go for it and make everyone proud. More importantly, yourself.

2007-08-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

lemme sum up my monday,tuesday and wednesday in pictures and very minimal words ok

MONDAY

banking lecture in the afternn. it was alright but need more reading and deeper understanding on the whole concept.

TUESDAY

A N G I E

texted shikin and my cousin early morning (read: 7 plus) to check if they were on their way to

school as well but NUS only starts next week. Had my accounts lecture where the professor never fails to humour us with his antics. Then half an hour break, me and angie walked over to Ngee Ann Science School to check out. it was a total waste of time because there was nothing at all. no wonder the ngee ann sci students always come SIM to have their lunch. Econs lecture next, and again, these alpha male lecturers are unique la. This teacher tells his own jokes in the most monotonous tone ever and associates bananas and elephants and pregnancy all in one joke. I could have died if he brought up another one of his stories.

Met up with the a'tifah and anisa first at Kembangan. Lazed around at Nisa's crib before gg to New Hawa for dinner. We were all tired from waiting for Qamar but all that was worth the wait. Becos these girls actually had something up their sleeves. They were actually treating me to dinner as a form of postbdaecelebration and then they gave me a huge squarish present. buat susah jer la korang. I was tempted to unwrap it but I wanted to wait until after dinner.

So after dinner and prayers, we sat at a spot opposite kembangan MRT and did the unwrapping. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the presentss. There was a small black bag, a dress with at least 5 missing gold sequins, 2 photoframes of the ppl I love most in the world (another one on its way), and a gold belt. How thoughtful! Thank you very much for all that. Korang, takmu la.

then we talked and laughed about life's simplest things until it was 10. time to go home. all of us were shagged by then. :))

WEDNESDAY

wasnt everyone looking forward to today??? no school, but I'd promised my brother i come to his school carnival early morning. being the good sister, woke up early got ready and rushed to St'Hildas. Had a hotdog bun (everyone always have to buy this at any carnival) and sat down, search in vain for my brother whom i found, 20 mins later. he was happy and surprised that I made it this far. idiot. and then he told me he'd be having sushi with his classmates and teacher after the carnival, so i went home and rest. took a nap.

then zasir called and insisted I met him at his home. after so many DONT WANTS', he gave in. So he picked me up in a cab, where I had to walk at least 500metres because he said it wud be easier and cheaper to pick me up at that location. dropped off at joo chiat and had late lunch and walked around geylang. of all the places in the world huh. we then cabbed from geylang, dropped me off at eunos MRT while he went to some condo at simpang bedok to meet his friend. I rushed to City Hall to meet the pizza hut girls. and the rest is history. i had fun fun fun.

not forgetting the ppl I met. and the miss selfridge sale. OMG.

THAT WAS VERY MINIMAL!!

2007-08-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

you know sometimes, deep down inside of us, we desire something in our lives so much but we can only fantasize about it?

HOW MANY OF US ARE ACTUALLY FOLLOWING OUR DREAMS AND HOW MANY OF US ARE JUST DOING SOMETHING THAT WE THINK WOULD BE BEST FOR OUR FUTURE??

this is just so random but the important thing i need ppl to know is my real desire is to be a vocalist in a rock band so i can travel the world, perform at rock concerts and tell ppl that this is what i've been wanting to do all my life and i can finally do it. like amy lee. hahaha ok well or maybe, i want to become a surfer on. like kate bosworth in that movie.

*slaps self* ok back to reality.